On the Bound

All my life is on the now
Hail the pages turning.
And the future is on the bound
Hell don't know my fury.

I don't know what I'm doing,
Don't know: should I change my mind?
I can't decide.
There's too many variations to consider.

No thing I do don't do no thing but bring me more to do.
It's true I do imbue my blue into myself; I make it bitter.

(Fiona Apple)